Updates in the last 4 years

It's a strange thing this, but my last post was four years ago. I feel like a completely different person, yet a core part of me remains. I'm still depressed and anxious, but my social anxiety has almost completely gone. I loved and lost, really lost but I came through to the other side, hopefully not a broken man, but perhaps a wiser man. My last post was in 2011, I know then, I was still with Chloe; a doomed relationship where I barely felt any joy and mainly irritation. What I have learnt though is that I probably caused my share of pain. After that, I went mad for a while, fixed my social anxiety, and went to Thailand. Where I had a great first week, followed by two weeks of a mental breakdown, followed by a great last week. It made me realize that one can not run from himself. Shortly after I returned to the UK. I had my first pseudo relationship with ended on good terms. Followed by YJ. That was an interestingly stressful relationship, I will post an update privately. I'm now with a girl called Coco whom I love very much but there are stressors, (more to follow).